This time of year is so draining. In a month I'll be holidaying. But until then it's just 'churn churn churn'.
I'm looking forward to refreshing myself and maybe getting back into some creative pursuits. Currently though, my free time is going towards consuming video games and TV shows.
I finally uninstalled the clicker game Egg.inc.
I suddenly realised I don't use boosts because I don't really want to play it for the duration of the boost. So if I don't want to play it... why am I playing it?
I'm pretty relieved that Joe Biden won the US election. To be honest, I would have been happy if it had gone to the murder hornets too.
The bar was pretty low.
One of my biggest internal motivators is to not appear to be a hypocrite. It governs every decision in my live and I'm super sensitive to correcting this behavior in myself.
When someone is a constant and brazen hypocrite it blows my mind. I just can't comprehend how they don't have the same viscural shame that threatens me. The freedom to not care about strongly promoting two conflicting positions absolutely baffles me. I can't understand it at all.
I'm looking forward to a time I don't care about American Politics.
My life has turned into a pile of to-do lists. Work is pages of them but even my time off is a list of chores plus a list of unresolved hobby projects.
Add to that the list of unwatched TV shows and movies. The list of podcasts with "new" episodes.
I feel that on my death bed I'll still be ticking off activities.
Have catheter inserted ✔︎
Write final words ✔︎
Reflect on life ⃞
I made a Vindaloo from scratch last night. I'm sure any indian grandmother would chuckle in derision but it sure was nice to wake up to a house filled with the scent of spices and chilli.
My bride and I celebrated our 15 year wedding anniversary last night by enjoying a degustation meal.
For a couple who tend to avoid overeating, it was a mostly enjoyable but strange experience. Squeezing in the last mouth-fulls of food when you're already full is traditionally such a hedonistic practice. We celebrate those who challenge themselves to, and can complete ostentatiously big meals.
I feel like I now have enough food in me to last the week, though I'm sure by 3pm I'll be ready to demolish yet another packet of empty carbs.
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